b.l.u.e m.o.n.d.a.y.

caught van helsing yesterday.not bad.a whole lotta action.my ear drums almost burst.and there were a few parts where i screamed.really SCREAMED.anyway, i screamed not because i watched that horrible scene,which i didnt cos i covered my eyes beforehand, but i screamed cos e sound effects were to a maximum.and it was damn scary.i freaked out during and even after the show ended.

gave me sumthin to ponder abt.if this is horrifyin...how would the Dementors in the 3rd instalment of Harry Potter turn out to be? dark hooded faceless menacing creatures which float around.suckin the life out of you when they plant a lil kiss on ur lips.but by then,the poor muggle would be knocked out cold due to the cold sensation grippin ur heart and leavin u shiverin.
how jolly pleasant.

jus ate guo tie again! and of cors with lots of mayonnaise.
had that everyday for a whole wk.since last monday.
i told ya,i'm addicted to that stuff.totally rawks.

woke up amazingly early todae.was listenin to the radio all through the night.woke up and heard the DJ going on about F1 and shumi and reuben and whatever shit.fell back into a deep slumber after that.it was like 6+am in the morn.who the hell wakes up at 6+am for no reason.absolutely un-lena i must sae.haha. altho i really do wake up at wierd hours,but i definitely go back to sleep after a while.sleep while i can.
got up yet again at 8+am,altho i know it's stil too early for me to wake up.i managed to stay awake.due to the hilarity brought about by Glenn Rod and FD durin their mornin express show on Class 95.
their topics are sometimes off their rockers but that's what makes the show so funny and entertainin.add Glenn's now-and-then sarcastic and obviously uncalled-for jabs at the industry,be it movie or music.or even channel 5.he's very unpredictable.

kept switchin between perfect 10,Class 95,Power 98 and classic 90.5.
was too bored in bed.couldnt bring myself to get up.
finally Dan Ong and Sheik caught my attention halfway when i was switchin tru P10.
some daily piece of fact about some actor.today.it was poor Jen Aniston whose sleeptalkin habit was brought up by them.
apparently,she said this "bring me the men in those uniforms" in her sleep unknowingly.it was hilarious.i had to picture her vividly sleeping soundly next to Brad and muttering those words under her breath.
then Brad would look at her incredulously.lol.what a sight.
so they got onto the topic of fantasizing.and i immediately sat up straight on my bed.listeners would call in and somehow proclaim their fantasies on live national radio.
most of the callers were girls.they really WEREN'T SHY.omg.
one talked abt getting it on in the middle of a band concert.
another confessed she fantasized abt an orgy with a lot of men.and when Dan asked how many she just blurted out 30+ male models.and she being the only girl.i was dumbfounded mans.and i really applaud her.for being able to sae it out on national radio.kinda crazy in a way.
Sheik commented about how many of the callers were girls,and that guys couldn't bring themselves to sae out their fantasy cos it was too hard-core.lol.i was luffin like nuts.
i kept tryin to get tru continuously.and it paid off.lol.
of cors,who wouldnt noe by now that i'm a huge Clay Aiken fan.claymate in other words.
so i admitted that i fantasized about clay.and i went on about how he's tall and thin.and he has this dorky charm that was ultra appealing.then either of them said William Hung.den i protested immediately.lol.no..not william hung.
and so i gushed on.about how his voice is so nice.and it's a natural feeling.lol.i cant believe i had the nerve to say that on P10.i had to keep myself from giggling.that would be the end of me.seriously.
haha.so after that fateful phone call.Dan Ong agreed that some girls go for this geeky kind of look.only appeals to some.and that fantasizing is natural.u dont force urself to fantasize.it jus comes when ure daydreaming.lol.

SO PPL READING THIS: CONTINUE FANTASIZING.IT ISNT WRONG! (maybe the more u tink it's wrong,the more you'll fantasize.who noes.-_^)

2nd time callin tru to P10.first was one hell of an experience.
had to play some game where i had to shamelessly make noises while eating an imaginary taco.dreadful experience.but fun in a sense.
my competitor was obviously more shameless than me.had bigger guts.

dreamt of someone last nite..dreamt that he walked away..
maybe it serves as some sort of a wake-up call or sumthin.
well..i can only continue guessin.haha.

-...there's only so much I can take...-
-...and i just gotta let it go...-
-...and who knows I might feel better yeah...-
-...if I don't try and I don't hope...-